I am not going to talk about my marriage here. It was wonderful, happy, sad, horrible and lasted nineteen years. I will not blame anyone for anything and I am not pointing fingers. I will only talk about the journey after it ended, with one exception, the night before it ended. It was late at night, the lights were out and I was laying in bed trying to go to sleep. Mind going at a million miles an hour. Tossing, turning, drifting, ahhh... ah... agh... aghh! I couldn't breathe. I was gasping for air. I couldn't even scream. I managed to yelp like a seal. I jumped out of bed, thinking that I was going to die. I was clenching my neck and I was desperate. Suddenly, after what seemed forever, I was able to breathe again. That's when it hit me. This was something that would happen in a Lifetime movie, not in real life. I was dying a slow death and I had to save myself. I was horrified, petrified and in shock. No sleep that night. I never thought it would happen to me, never ever, but it did! Oh no.
xoxo,
Marybel
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